I’ve been thinking about destiny. Does everyone have one? Only certain individuals? Does death really try to destroy destiny’s plan, unoticed? If so, then what is my destiny, or yours? Am I destined to die tommorow? Am I destined to live till I am 200? Will I become a graphic designer, or a mother? But want I really think you are thinking is, how do we know what our fate is? Our destiny, or why we were wanted on this Earth? Were here arent we? So we must be here to put a piece of history into place. I’m not talking about history book action, but something small that will help future generations after my destiny is through. I mean if there was a tablet, or notebook filled with destiny’s design, would I be happy with destiny’s plan for me? Maybe thats why destiny doesn’y reveal his secret till the end!
Todays Achievement!
I was so exited this morning to find that I could now access Titanic video clips, that worked on Microsoft Movie Maker! So I got to make my first Titanic video for Youtube! So if you want to watch it the url is: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRTbmUfGsXg! I hope you like it and subsribe to my videos! (I have a huge obsession with Titanic) Make sure you check it out.
Also I had this dream last night that me and my crush were gonna have a baby! So I (in the dream) was like, “John (thats his name) I think my water just broke!” He was like, “Really? I’ll get your stuff.” So we went to the hospital and I had a healthy baby boy, that we named, Jacob Paul (his last name)!
My Stupid…Not Worth Living Life
I swear, if I have to kill myself to get away from him I will! He just has to be a fucking ass hole, every second of every day, doesn’t he? He is so damn abusive, verbally. Either he dies or I do! I swear if he even tries to apoligize, you can’t be forgiven for being an absolute dick head! And he fucking wonders why I like vampires… its because I wish they were real so they could kill me and I would live my own HAPPY life! (Isn’t it ovious by now that I am screaming SAVE ME! SOMEONE)
Please read!
Okay so today… I almost finished the mile…I had one lap left! I am pissed at my self. But I forgave myself and bought some nails. So anyway’s company is coming tommorow, so I’ll probably have to clean my room l8tr. So, anyway I can’t wait till this weekend…because, duh, no skool! I know I spelled that wrong!
I…Will…Be…Hot!
I have the cutest, hottest outfit picked out to wear tommorow:
Getting there…
Closer…
There!!!
I will also wear my grandma’s engagment ring and the necklace my mom wore to her wedding!
Friends…Pics…and More
Marisa came over and she’s still here! But thats a good thing! 🙂 She’s having my sister takes pictures of her, by now my memory card is probably full! Oh got to go!
News! (Story Writing Contest!)
I have a few things to inform everyone about! First: I had a pretty good day at school!
Second: I am uping the deadline on my website! It will be Febuary 20th instead of March 1st!
Third: I am going to host a story writing contest! Read below if your interested:
Theme: write about a dream you’ve had! or a personal experiance that you remember!
Rules:
1. No cursing!
2. Must be at least 50 words long
3. Have fun!
Requirements:
1. Must be at least 50 words or more long
2. Must be e-mailed to me by deadline!!!!
3. MUST BE A MEMBER OF WORDPRESS!
To enter:
e-mail me your story: fairybitch300@yahoo.com
Deadline: March 1st 2008
PRIZES:
1st: STORY IS PUT ON MY SITE!!!! subscription and recomendation
2nd: Subscription to your blog and a blog recomendation
3rd: a speacial blog recomendation on my site